all of my readings this semester. i actually read most of them 8D i feel so proud haha. almost there! 3 more days until i'm officially done with the semester!! so "exciting cheetah!" xD *shot*

finally, it's been two months. i've missed you Keito! and once again, your back on radio just in time to save me from losing my sanity. thanks for giving me the will to finish my work :) and i'm glad you're enjoying uni life! arigatou Keito, daisuki da yo! xD <3

now back to finishing this last AAS paper, i'm halfway through! ganbaretsugo!

taking a break from writing papers haha. i haven't had time to write my thoughts on the most recent episodes of Shokura, but i just really wanted to make this one comment. i'm not the only who thinks this Jr looks JUST like Kawai-kun right?



his name is, if i'm reading the kanji right, Motodaka Yoshiko, and he has like the same eyes and nose and even the smile looks similar!! am i the only one who thinks this? i swear he looks like a mini version of Kawai-kun! he's kind of adorable though haha. wonder if he's a fresh Jr, cuz i've never seen him before, and Yuto and Yuya didn't seem to know him very well.

it's that time of year where we show appreciation to our loving mothers :) ...and here i am doing homework lol. or at least trying to anyway. one day, i really do wanna at least treat my mom to yumcha or something with my own money. gosh, to think that you've raised me for 20 years...that's two freaking decades. i don't know if i would ever be able to do that in the future haha, but it must have been tough. i mean, i wasn't a bad kid or anything, but just having to provide for me and everything, hontou ni arigatou. if it weren't for my mom, i wouldn't be here in this world right now, so i'm grateful :) though it does take a man and a woman to have a baby lol, but i don't wanna think about that as the way that i was born here lol, cuz it's awkward.

anyway, just thank you mom for always caring for me, and i'm sure there's times when i do piss the hell out of you cuz i can't do things right, and i apologize for that haha, but i'm trying mommy, really, to do my best in life xD

and thank you to all the lovely mommies who gave birth to our beautiful JE babies xD because you guys gave birth to such wonderful boys who make me happy and keep my sanity even at the worst of times :)

and thank you 9reen4pple for being such a great on and off okaa-san, because my fandom family life would be boring without you xD

happy mother's day everyone!

just trying to sort out what i need to get done to keep track, and writing myself a note of encouragement, so don't mind me lol. omg, i can't believe it took me about 3 weeks of procrastination to get working on this lol. i had half of my oral history paper done for my Asian American History class done like a month ago cuz we had to do a draft, but finally, i've written one more page haha. i need a page and a half to be done with this thing, and then get started on the last essay for this class. i'm still getting distracted here and there, but my paper is starting to get there haha. i think my paper started off pretty good, but now i'm at the point where i kinda don't know what i'm talking about anymore and i'm just rambling haha...i hope i don't do too bad on this paper, cuz i've been getting perfect scores on the other two papers i wrote for this class xD

and then i have 2 more papers to finish for my Asian American Culture class, but those are reflection papers, so it'll be easy. and then i need to do five more glossary terms and comment on 5 assignments by classmates, and prepare for the potluck on Wednesday.

and then i'll just have my Japanese final on Thursday and i'll be done! :D and i'm not even gonna study for that haha. i never study for Japanese lol. we're just writing compositions. i've been doing fine on the homework assignments, so i'll be fine for the final. plus, we get to use our textbooks and whatever dictionaries as we like, though i never use them haha. i just say things in ways that i know how to say them. i totally can't wait for the semester to be over. it's been one long and hard semester and i'm almost burnt out and just barely hanging on to my sanity right now haha...Ganbaretsugo! almost there, last spurt!

and next week's radio will be Keito, so i'm sure i'll gain back some energy to tackle this last week of school before summer break! :D Keito i've missed you! <3

okay...that was a disappointment...the previous episode was so good and this one wasn't even half as dramatic =.= it was like the most boring episode so far. but i was hoping there would be some sort of love story there between Maya and Sayuri lol. and some Johnny's fans might want to kill me for saying this, but i'm totally down for a love triangle between Tetsuya, Tatsuya, and Fumie lol. it looks like the guys and the girls are starting to get along more though.

but dude, they totally just left Satoshi with the bad guys. though he said he'll take care of them, but he didn't get back with them at the end of the episode. oh well, guess not everyone can be in the same place at once haha.

but i just read the synopsis for next episode and it looks like it'll be focusing on Tetsuya!! but nooo!!! he's gonna be on the verge of getting expelled cuz he meets some guy named Okamoto (lol, gosh can't help but think of Keito xD) who was his middle school classmate, who starts talking about his past and his family condition and Tetsuya snapped and punched him. though he probably won't get expelled right? melodramatic, but you can't call it Bakaleya 6 without Tetsuya! i'm looking forward to next episode! i hope it'll be better than this one.

so, that kid that was in episode 3 of Bakaleya, i had a feeling he was a Johnny's Jr and that i saw him somewhere before, and it wasn't until i rewatched last month's episodes of Shokura that i realized where i saw him haha. he was that kid that Hikaru was all fawning over in the Jr ni Q section haha. i remembered his name cuz Hikaru was comparing him to Kawai-kun haha xD

speaking of Kawai-kun, why was he missing in action for this month's episodes of Shokura? it's just not as epic without Kawai-kun, and i didn't like A.B.C-Z's performances that much without Kawai-kun there.

well, kinda late to say this lol. it should say i've been addicted instead xD but omg, i'm serious, somebody please go write me a REALLY good Bakaleya fanfic or an awesome fanvideo right this instant please. i'm not even kidding lol.

Happy Birthday to Yama-chan!! :D
gosh, 19, seriously? are you really 19 now!? time flies by so quickly!
but...i really don't know what to say lol, i didn't really plan ahead, so gomen Yama-chan!! but i hope you have a really good birthday, and get a cake topped with a mountain full of strawberries and eat to your heart's content haha. and well, i do have a performance in my time zone tomorrow on your birthday, so i can sort of dedicate that to you lol, though you'll never see it, but i'll do my best just cuz it's gonna be your birthday. well, i would do my best even if it wasn't your birthday though lol. but hope this year will be full of great things for you as well!

Much love,
Arisu

anyway, i'm hoping to get some papers out of the way, so i'm not gonna let myself sleep tonight until i finish at least one of them! and i literally studied my butt off last night for my psych exam, and it was totally worth it :D i got a pretty darn good score, so i won't have to take the optional final! :D though there's no harm in taking it, since the lowest exam score gets dropped, but...it's cumulative, and i don't wanna study stuff from the beginning of the year lol. why didn't i study for the first two exams, i probably could've gotten an A if i did haha, but oh well, it feels good to have studied xD well then, i'll attempt to go through my papers haha. ganbaretsugo!

these two lines from the song have been like stuck in my head since yesterday:

boku wa vampire
koi wa dangerous

...What's desu yo, lol, i've only heard these two lines from the CM previews and the song is like stuck in my head. i can't wait to listen to it on CD now lol.